Still Looking

Still looking for a real job and to get out of the job training.  Had many promising opportunities, but no one willing to give me the chance that I have been waiting for.  Yet I know that God has a plan and I just have to wait on his timing.

Waiting is hard, and I'm not patient, especially with changes on the front at the job training facility...and my time running out soon.

Getting in Sync

So I was reading today and I came across these words "I couldn't go on feeling out of sync with my own heart". 

These simple words echo the cry of my heart.  I can't go on working dead end jobs that mean nothing and go nowhere.  I want to help people, but I don't know how to help people when struggling with my own depression and mental illness.

I have the chance right now at a new job, doing something that I have never done.  I am excited that I might get the job, yet I am also nervous, and a little scared that it would be more than I could handle.  But I feel like this could be just the opportunity that I have been waiting for.